My fingernails are chewed to something terribly and it's reflecting my status of integrity, no matter how much I try to build it, I'll always fuck it up unaware of it, I persistently try to change my state of mind, but my mind's in a state I wish to leave behind, self-limiting and a lack of stimulus makes for a life of complete indifference, I wish I could wish to try to make a change and abscond myself to the greatest of plains, lost in the woods I'd find my dignity and finally achieve sheer felicity, surrounded by things that'll outlive me, there's so much beauty in the dirt, I'm unable to see the path that I've chosen without any hesitance will be the one to complete my exodus

Going down the path of least resistance, I'll have sacrificed myself to the greatest of interests, lost in my mind and spewing repetitives, repeating everything so it acts like a sedative, the memories of people that I'll never see, yeah I won't see them, but will they remember me? Lost in my mind and spewing repetitives, repeating everything so it acts like a sedative, try to meet new people, try to make new friends, until it's all over and I'm trying to comprehend, lost in my mind and spewing repetitives, repeating everything so it acts like a sedative, throw everything away and act like it's hopeless, try to find god in this self-induced psychosis

lost in my mind and spewing repetitives, repeating everything so it acts like a sedative, lost in my mind and spewing repetitives, repeating everything so it acts like a sedative, lost in my mind and spewing repetitives, repeating everything so it acts like a sedative, lost in my mind and spewing repetitives, repeating everything so it acts like a sedative